tries and tries and tries

tries and tries and tries
amount to dirt in my eyes
a fleeting wave, panic. pain.
on my knees washed with water
the whites are red and crushed
and i never saw them again.

an easter drive

a winter stream satisfied with itself,
for widening under a coy causeway.
she is heavy and gray, without want.
she loves me pure in her pregnant eyes.
she flows to my foolishness, as i pass,
where fireflies float in slow motion,
a silent waltz in spring.
sing to me sweet stream,
love me with all your soul.
my heart laves your mercies;
some yellow summer dress
dries in the branches by your shore.

the deprivation sensory

I cannot feel God, I cannot hear,
I am a deaf meandering in dark hallways
touching walls, door handles,
of them are thousands and ten thousands,
and are all as cold to grasp as the first.
The vibrations of laughter shake my
sensitive skin, full of sweat and rage.
Where is my God? Without You I cannot Live,
nor Love in full; the Word feels dirty.
A filth from my eyes, a disgust on my lips-
Where are You?!
O my foolish mouth, the liar
Drenched in otherhate and selflove,
you will say anything to save your bones.
Would you say the Blasphemy to ease
the pain?
You lack courage to do what is right.
There is no strength in your body.
Do not deny what you Love
Do not bite the hand that feeds,
for you would surely die.

Go in peace, you blind liar,
and destroy yourself.

straw man

Hello, straw man, what have you there?
A lie? A truthless lizard's stare?
A smile? An easy way out?
Hello, straw man, hear of the drought?
Holds bales liable to fire,
You hypocrite: the halcyon liar.

The Charlatans' House

To home, to place:
Lost in sinks of mammon.
Mockingbird love and kitty-cat grace
Are cutesy cacodaemons.

There the Lord Commanded

Consecrated Blessing
To Life forevermore.
To Live forevermore!
In Life forever for
Sacred Coalescing!




The call: reverse and change!
For connection,
In convection.
Sweet correction....
White Blood, Justice arrange!



abrotherisborn.